The hardest part is feeling line a worthless POS. It's like I'm not really a part of the world right now, I'm on the outside looking in. I just hope I can find something else soon. Right now moving is NOT an option. We just built a house on a lake, on the property that used to be my grandparents cottage. I cannot bear the thought of ever having to sell this place, mainly because it has been in our family forever, and it would kill me to break that bond.
Why is it a bad thing to be playing videogames right now? Yesterday, with the family being gone, it helped to keep my mind off the situation (somewhat). Dwelling on it all day just makes me more upset. Until the Sunday morning paper arrives with the employment section there's not a whole lot of job hunting to be done on a Saturday
I've already been scouring various online job sites. Maybe I should start learning something new to help my resume. The trick is, in the IT field you usually need the software to learn from, or take classes, so I may need to spend money to make money.Enough babbling, I really just wanted to say "Thank You" for everyone's support and stories. I know I'm not the only one this has happened to, but it sure feels that way when it happens. It's like be ostricized(?) from the world.
