OT:At a loss - Happy Ending update
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Scoop, I am so sorry to hear that. My wife and I have been through one miscarriage after getting to the first ultrasound, and then have yet to have a child in the seven years since because of a Gordian knot of infertility issues. I will never forget the day I saw the baby on the ultrasound, only to be told a moment later that the pregnancy wouldn't last. It's depressing, despairing, and infuriating to go through things like this. Let it out, and then take comfort in the family you have. Those are the two things that can help you get through such a terrible event.
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Scoop, I am so sorry to hear about your loss. I think James (and everyone else for that matter) is giving great advice. We lost our first child very late in the pregnancy and I really kept the pain inside and hid my emotions from my wife. I have a 40 minute commute home from work. I usually cried on the way home in the car so my wife wouldn't see it. It wasn't until a year later on the anniversary date that I told her. I didn't realize that she didn't take it as me showing "strength." She just thought it didn't bother me that much, which is the furthest thing from the truth. We both had a good cry together and I think it brought us closer together. I am at work now and having trouble fighting back the tears both remembering my pain and feeling so very very sorry for you and your family right now.James_E wrote:Stay strong, but don't be afraid to let your feelings out with the missus. I'm sure she won't mind and a good cry together might be cathartic.
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Thanks for all of the kind words guys. Trust me, it helps. I've been spending my time with my wife and daughter and it really does help. I have to admit that I totally lost it at 2:00 in the morning last night while lying in bed. It felt good to get some of it out. We go to the hospital tomorrow to get this over with. It just doesn't seem fair that my wife has to go through this for a second time. Something like this makes me realize just how special my daughter is to me though. No matter how gutted I'm feeling right now that little girl can put a smile on my face with just a quick look. She's helping my wife and I get through this and she doesn't even know.
I am a patient boy.
I wait, I wait, I wait, I wait.
My time is water down a drain.
I wait, I wait, I wait, I wait.
My time is water down a drain.
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Hope you and your family are doing better with each day. I'm sorry to hear about this. You are right, it's not fair. The best thing to help get through it is to realize what you already have with your wife and daughter.
I can't say that I know exactly what you are going through, but I can realte. We had issues with both our pregnancies. Our son was born with a cleft lip and pallete. Hearing that during the first ultrasound was like having an anchor tied to my heart. That wasn't fair either; for him or us. But we made it through each day, and eventually things get better. Our second was a series of weekly ultrasounds due to an RH factor. Again, months of holding our breath and dealing with problems that did not seem right.
We don't always know why things happen, and a lot of times we can't control them. Stay positive, and know that you have already been blessed simply by having your daughter and wife there with you.
I can't say that I know exactly what you are going through, but I can realte. We had issues with both our pregnancies. Our son was born with a cleft lip and pallete. Hearing that during the first ultrasound was like having an anchor tied to my heart. That wasn't fair either; for him or us. But we made it through each day, and eventually things get better. Our second was a series of weekly ultrasounds due to an RH factor. Again, months of holding our breath and dealing with problems that did not seem right.
We don't always know why things happen, and a lot of times we can't control them. Stay positive, and know that you have already been blessed simply by having your daughter and wife there with you.
-Matt
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At this point I don't know if this is some sort of sick joke but I can tell you that the third time is definitely not a charm. I just found out yesterday that for the third time my wife's pregnancy will not make it and that we could schedule a DNC or wait for it to happen naturally. Supposedly they are going to run some tests to see if there's a reason why this keeps happening. It feels like every time I try to get back up I get kicked in the ribs. I'm hopeful that the tests will provide some sort of solution but that doesn't make it any easier now. Keep my wife in your prayers fellas.
I am a patient boy.
I wait, I wait, I wait, I wait.
My time is water down a drain.
I wait, I wait, I wait, I wait.
My time is water down a drain.
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Scoop:
I'm really sorry, dude. That is terrible news. Thoughts and prayers for you, your wife and your family.
Take care,
PK
I'm really sorry, dude. That is terrible news. Thoughts and prayers for you, your wife and your family.
Take care,
PK
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